I was trying to get out of hosting Music Bingo tonight. My stomach was hurting, I'm depressed as hell, I'm exhausted, and I wanted a night off. No luck, so I took a cat nap. To no surprise, I woke up feeling worse. I fixed myself some dinner, took a quick shower and headed to my gig. I'm no stranger to "performing" or being "on" when I would rather be doing anything else, so I did my usual trick- deep breath, slap on a smile, practice my emoting voice, and game on. Busy crowd

After the longest and most extravagant birthday celebration ever, I’m sitting down to reflect. I’m 30!!!!!!! I soaked up all the love at...